Ready or Not

Hola! I'm just coming back from my long tiring rest and now I get a little bit time to write on my blog. At March 28th finally I'm fourteen! Yea... this is my time to be a real teenager. Personally I'm feeling so confused. I felt that I was thirteen yesterday and now I'm fourteen. I'm wondering to back to tenth and pretending yeah it's gonna be okay I'm going to be teenager and far from twentieth. I use twentieth as age where people are going to very real maturity and lost their 'one' then it's replaced with 'two'.

Now, I'm in 8th grade on middle school. Feeling so sad because next year I will study hard until late night, replacing all my novels with super thicker science book, gobbling Einstein's knotty formulas and staring on fussy question everyday. Time is going so fast. Forcing us to always be ready all the time or if we're not  time will pass you by and leave you as innocent. Ready or not next year is my last year on my middle school. I'm gonna be senior and have to be ready to sit down, while doing national examination who will decide my aim. Then I have to be ready leaving my old friends to let them choose their own direction, whereas I would make a new friends. I would miss them too much. It's not gonna be easy.

By the way, I love being teenager. It's kinda a creepy-happy-sad years. My daddy always say to me that I have to enjoy and finding who I am. I wont to ruin my years, I want to step my foot perfectly on the right way. Ready or not, my teen years will be filled with the amazing things I haven't known before. Ready or not many obstacles will take me into the real world.....